I've noticed a change in myself recently. im becoming more anti-social. not like the personality disorder, but the actual meaning against being social. maybe its cause everytime i talk to anyone i end up losing them. everyone hates me. im losing all my friends and its right when we should be coming together. and now jessica's mad about some stupid facebook post that i didn't even know about. and now im on the phone with her and shes dumping me. cool. im cutting tonight. fuck it all.
