I'm going through the hardest time in my life but no one is there for me. I'm going to drown in my sorrow and I'll end up really doing it this time. I miss her. Jessica you really are everything to me. I miss you so much and I love you so much. I gave up everything for you and I gave you all of myself. I don't want to live anymore and no one cares enough to see that. They tell me to move on, I can't. They tell me to go out again, theres no one to go out with. I'm utterly alone and I'm going to die like this before anyone will even notice.