so today i decided to write on my blog i thought about posting more poems and songs but im alittle lazy and i have lots of them

today i spent time talking to her it was amazing until we got mad at eachother but we have the weirdest relationship she gets mad at me cause i say something that she interprets as offensive and then we'll argue a bit and make up. im so afraid, her emotions are alittle rough to read i can never tell when she's joking or not today she said, " I wear the pants in this relationship." that kinda got me annoyed it made me feel belittled and powerless and so i proceeded to say i think im gonna wear some pants now, and i believe she disagreed and i said i'd leave the video she said i wouldn't and i did it was an impulsive stupid idea but i just wanted to feel equal i know what some women fell like i didn't wanna be alittle bitch but i didn't wanna be controlling either i just wanna share the pants equally i love her so much i came back and said i couldn't do it, she called me an asshole. i was very sorry i didn't really wanna go i just wanted to feel alittle authority we worked it out but i miss her all the time im in love that passionate feeling that you feel about that special someone.

i love her and i will get up there soon
te amo mi vida