Fuck it

wow well aleeza has decided that she hates me, and that i dont make her happy. so next 6 days she wont talk to me. i feel like shit cause i love her, but shes really being a bitch right now. she knows it bothers me when she goes and parties and she kept bringing it up today, so i told her about jordyn. Jordyn is a girl i met yesterday no big deal she invited me to board with her yesterday and then invited me to come to alittle party at her place for some drinks tonight. aleeza flipped a shit and got angry. soooo now here i am. jessica and i are fighting, aleeza and i are fighting, and i just dont know what to do. i guess i'll just drink away the pain.