broke

the deed is done she has in fact hooked up with another guy and of course i care and it kills me but i will never tell her that i want her to be happy even if that means going out and letting other dudes finger her and eat her out its gonna kill me and i'm gonna be broken into pieces but i cant let her think im controlling or let her know it kills me but oh well i guess i'll have to fake the smile i always do i love her and i just need to keep telling myself she's worth it