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UGH shes drunk again and with guys and now i have to spend all night wondering what she's doing and who with hopefully she'll tell me the truth tomorrow i hate this i havent talked to her like all day and now she's out drinking i just feel unimportant i miss her sooo much i hope she doesn't do anything but i wish i had people to go out and get drunk with every weekend like heri mean if i wanted to i guess i could but it just know she doesnt want me to so i don't but then she goes and does and doesn't even think twice about me. its terribly annoying. i mean doesn't she think i wanna go out there and hook up with chicks but she'd flip a shit and i dont want that, so i decided not to do anything because i love her oh well i think i may go out late and goof around tomorrow night i could use a good drink i love her but she hurts me and doesn't care enough to stop so im gonna go out and drink tmw fun stuff